Life Can Be Complicated

I wouldn't want to wish my life on anybody.
Seriously.
It's that complicated, stressful, and confusing.
For example, I have a huge, unique imagination.
I have 5 multiple personalities - mature, sports fanatic, music fanatic, a lost childhood, and imaginative - that all are releases from the stress in my life.
I'm being forced to get a degree for a profession I no longer have a passion for, that I didn't want in the first place.
I've always been told to please my parents, not myself.
It's hard to please myself, but I know at some point I have to do it because I'm going to do what I want to do with my life.
I'm not your typical 21-year-old guy.
I know I'll never get a girl in terms of a relationship who will respect me for who I am because I'm so different.
I'm a Christian, but sometimes I feel that what I believe contradicts with what I think will happen.
I enjoy looking at the stars thinking they can inspire me somehow.
I love cartoons.
I love plush dolls.
I love mascots.
I love animated movies.
I alone control all my personalities - mostly the mature one stays out, but there are other times when the other ones make an appearance.
But they don't have different voices or different actions - for everyone else, it's hard to tell because everyone else thinks it's the same me.
No one else knows this.
I only trust my friends with my deepest, darkest secrets.
I do what I want to do with my life and live it to the fullest, the way God wants, because God is first in my life, then the others around me, and I am third.
But even though I am third, it's still a complicated life.
It's hard to control.
But I guess that makes it fun.
Life is what you make of it. Yeah, it may be complicated. Every challenge you encounter is a bump in the road. But you've got to overcome and just be yourself. Be who you or who God wants you to be, depending on what you believe.
So yeah, life can be complicated, stressful, and confusing. I wouldn't want to wish it on anybody.
Because we all live different lives. And it's all part of the journey.
So live your life to the fullest - live every second like it's your last - because you don't decide when it's going to end.